New Dress

 We did it! We finally reached the shortest day of the year. At least in the northern hemisphere. Which means from now on the days are getting longer again. Yaaayyy
 

Thanks for everyones nice comment on my last post!! I finally get to rest a little during the holidays after alot of stress. Lots of organizing, some apartment viewing. I forgot if I mentioned it but my bf is moving in with me which is nice. I‘m glad he‘s supporting me. He will have to find a new job there.

Anyways. I opened up a new blog cuz I want this one to be only about fashion. My new blog is still under construction. I think I‘ll use it for everything else I‘m interested in besides fashion and probably also as a personal diary type of thing.

I got myself a treat after the stressful days. This pretty rose fan fan dress

It’s perfect for winter !!! It lost a pompom but thats easy to fix. I wanna create some outfits with it immediately

Happy Holidays!

Thoughts

I just feel so overwhelmed. Happy and sad at the same time. And also scared. I don‘t talk about private things too intensely on my blog but today I just feel like it. I gotta be honest. I‘ve been looking for a job for quiet some time now. I decided to start my apprenticeship in 2020 and finished it in 2023 as an Upholsterer/Interior decorateur. It became my passion and the best job I ever had. But everything seemed to slowly fall appart. My apprenticeship contract ended and it wasn‘t renewed into an employee contract. I  started looking for other jobs but it’s hard to find jobs as an upholsterer. I worked at many different places but I was never happy. I was never good enough. 

I have dycalculia which is a learning disability that‘s affecting working with numbers/maths etc. I felt very dumb all my life. I tried to hide it as best as I can. It felt so humiliating. Somehow I made it through school and the apprenticeship. The feeling of not being good enough filled every part of my life. 

And now I‘m here trying to finds ways into work. Without many possibilities. And suddenly my mom brings up an idea. I could go to master school for upholstery/interior decoration. I had that in mind for a while but it‘s really expensive and you need to have some experience in that job… well you don‘t have to. The only thing you really need are the completed training for that job and some money. 

I need to move to another city. Find an apartment. And start the master school in febuary. It sounds absolutely insane but I will do it. My mom is going to help me financially. It’s my only way to be able to study art history after that. It’s one of those once in a lifetime opportunities. It has been my dream for a long time and I always felt like I‘m too dumb for it. But now I will just do it. It’s not gonna be easy especially with my dsycalculia. But I know I can do it. I wanna prove myself that I can do it and that I‘m not too dumb.

I think it‘s time to prepare for moving. I’m crying because I feel so sad and happy and I don’t know if the weight is falling off my shoulders or if there’s even more weight that’s been put on.

What’s in my bag ♡ November 2025

Hi! I wanted to do a creative version of “What’s in my bag”

I switch my bags pretty often but I wanted to stick with this one for a while now

I also did a what’s in my pouch:

Today’s gets

Happy Monday!

Today I just wanted to quickly show you todays gets

I needed a new charm for my phone but didn’t wanna order it online. Today I found this super adorbs cow mini plush charm

It’s absolutely perfect for my phone!!!

Then I saw the Manga Gokinjo Monogatari and since I’ve been interested in it for a while I decided to get it. I still haven’t started reading Super Gals. I really need to!

That’s all for today

Donuts 𓇳

 Little post from me today
 Yesterday I was out with my bf. He wanted to get a specific book. Afterwards we got donuts and tbh, i never liked donuts but the ones we had were reallly good. I’d definitely get them again.

Mine ♡

My bf’s ♡

And here’s todays outfit:

Pullover … offbrand

Skirt … Ingni

Boots … offbrand

Tights & Necklace … thrifted

Tried some snacks

 Hellooo

Today I wore my cocolulu jeans and I love them. They’re super low waisted and that’s perfect. I feel like oversized jeans nowadays aren’t low waisted enough. It’s trending again but I still don’t find them low enough. And I simply don’t wanna spent tons of money on new jeans. I rarely buy clothes new. I just love thrifting and second hand clothes for so many reasons. But enough talking, here’s todays outfit:

Top … W♡C

Jeans … co&lu

Accessories … co&lu and thrifted

I feel like a belt would be perfect but I don’t have any that suit the look

Anyway, I tried some snacks. A grape flavored popsicle and some Bliss balls? Interesting name XD. I got the grape popsicle at the asian supermarket and it was delicious. The consistency was interesting. It was in a way jelly but also not really. Idk but it was really good. The Bliss balls were kind of fail… I’m allergic to hazelnuts but for some reason I didn’t care about that when buying it. It was super tasty though. My mouth just didn’t feel good after it. 

My bf got me flowers ♥ isn’t he the cutest? I was so happy

Been gone but yes I’m back XD

 Hey, I did not post for a long time. I just wasn’t dressing up much and also not wearing makeup. I didn’t feel like it. Still I often wanted to post but I felt like it wouldn’t be “gyaru” enough if it’s basic which is dumb I know cuz that shouldn’t be the point. I feel pressured to have everything gal related on this blog but why? I probably care too much about what others think. But I don’t wanna continue that way. If I don’t feel like wearing certain things at some point I just shouldn’t. 

I think my is head caught in this mindset if you don’t do this and this it’s not gyaru. I think it’s best when I stop using gyaru as a term and just start being myself. That doesn’t mean that I stopped liking gyaru. I just want to be more open and more myself. I think from now on I will refer more to umbrella terms when I talk about what style I am wearing. I’m definitely getting my inspo from japanese mags mostly but I don’t wanna limit myself to only be able stay in that specific style.

So yeah this is kind of a new start but also not a huge one XD

Here‘s an outfit I put together and really like

Cardigan … Melrose

Inner … Vero Moda

Shorts … Clockhouse

Tights … dedoles

Bag & acce … thrifted

I’m obsessed with tights this fall but alot of mine ripped. I really need to get more! 

Also, I got some new magazines. I really wanted some early 2000s ones so I got this Popteen 2002 and Egg 2001. And then Ranzuki 2009 cuz it’s one of my fav years

 And omg I also bought co&lu jeans which are perrrfect ♡ I’ll put together an outfit first and then post it next time. 

See you soon!

 Sorry for not posting for over two weeks. I wasn‘t able to figure out how to connect my LG flip to the pc which meant I wasn‘t able to transfer photos
 

I will try it with an sd card. 

Look at this cute mug I found last week

 Thought I could start preparing for christmas already (>▽<)

New phone! Yay

 I got a new flipphone
 

It’s the LG lollipop gd80. I thought it was very cute. I love the light function and it has a way better camera quality than the samsung c3520 gsm. Also has a front cam which I haven’t figured out how to use yet. 

Last week my mom visited and we went eating waffles. My sis visited me some days after and we spend a nice weekend. That time tried a crepe cake <3

Here’s a code I wore the other day

Inner… offbrand

Cardigan… Cocolulu

Overalls… w♡c

Boots… amazon

Accessories… cocolulu & gifted

It’s kinda cold these days in germany which makes me really get into fall mood 

Guinea pig update & codes

 Hi! I had some pretty stressful days but now it’s getting better. 

First today’s Co*de:

Top… w♡c

Skirt… Molly Bracken

Shoes… Kangaroos

Accessories… second hand, aliexpress

I got a new guinea pig! Which was the cause of my stress. When my bf and I went to pick her up everything was fine. Both of us didn’t take a proper look at her for some reason. The seller just seemed very trustworthy. 

Once we got home we noticed two big bumps. One on her cheek and the other below her chin. We looked on google and it very much seemed to be an abscess. I was really worried. Especially when I looked up the treatment for that. It’s not that it would be too harmful but the cost of the operation wasn’t particularly low. We contacted the seller but it took so long for him to answer. I felt really sorry for the piggy. It’s not her fault. Anyway, once he answered my bf insisted on giving her back cuz she obviously had the abscess before we got her. The seller offered to give us her sister in return. And that’s what we did then.

I know, for many it wouldn’t be a big deal. But I really love my guinea pigs with my whole heart and knowing one could be in pain just really stresses me. 

After all we got her sister and I’m very glad about that. Her name’s Tinky Winky (the third teletubby with my Dipsy and Lala) and she’s three months old 

Here’s a co*de I wore the other day and really liked:

Top…Vero Moda

Pants… Only

Shoes… NioNio

I also tried an oldschool make that I wasn’t quite happy with. I don’t know if I should try using lashes with old school make. I feel like my eyes never look dramatic enough without

But today I tried different under eye lashes which are PERFECT. I love them so much

I’m really into colorful and happy looks these days. Also Maxidresses. I just really need some celeb style sunglasses before Summer is over. I actually plan fall co*des in my head already XD I might try to go into boho styles for fall.

Well that was my little update. Hope everyone had a nice day