Hey, I did not post for a long time. I just wasn’t dressing up much and also not wearing makeup. I didn’t feel like it. Still I often wanted to post but I felt like it wouldn’t be “gyaru” enough if it’s basic which is dumb I know cuz that shouldn’t be the point. I feel pressured to have everything gal related on this blog but why? I probably care too much about what others think. But I don’t wanna continue that way. If I don’t feel like wearing certain things at some point I just shouldn’t.
I think my is head caught in this mindset if you don’t do this and this it’s not gyaru. I think it’s best when I stop using gyaru as a term and just start being myself. That doesn’t mean that I stopped liking gyaru. I just want to be more open and more myself. I think from now on I will refer more to umbrella terms when I talk about what style I am wearing. I’m definitely getting my inspo from japanese mags mostly but I don’t wanna limit myself to only be able stay in that specific style.
So yeah this is kind of a new start but also not a huge one XD
Here‘s an outfit I put together and really like
Ooh love that egg magazine I have it too. I love 1998-2001 right now. I relate a lot to what you said at the beginning!! I write about that a lot. I think the internet gives us too much pressure to fit into a certain mold and only ever be one thing. I felt exactly like this a few months ago and since I deleted a lot of my apps and got out of that headspace and fully focused on what I actually like instead of “what looks like this specific thing” I feel a lot happier :) I think you will too!! I think it shows through our outfits and they look better when we are just ourselves.
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